daddy...i dont know wat should i say rite now...haiz...i jus know when i read tis blog...i hv two emotion...but i dont think i will say it out...cause i dont wanna v fight again...v jus fight tis afternoon...truely... i very sad...that is daddy 1st time u shout at me..i was get shock when daddy close d fon...but after that... i'm going crazy...i try 2 hurt myself by hitting wall...door...but i think back i promise daddy i cant do that...i try claim down myself...i sit inside d staff room... i almost kick away my frenz drink...lucky i didt do that...hu~~~~after that i throw d fon in to d bag...then i walk put d shop..i know...daddy will call me or sms me...but i jus dont know when...til i go back d shop...i saw a lot of misscall n msg...d moment...i really dont know wat should i do...should i call daddy back??? or jus dont care it??? but i oso dont know that time...am i til angry about it??? til my frenz ask me...jus pick up ur fon...dont fight anymore...later break up then dont regret (hou hui)...but......i didt thing about break up tis thing...cause i believe that bout of us...wont break up anymore...v will stick 2gether 4ever...n ever...am i rite??? Muackzzz... but be honest...daddy...when i call u back...after u ask me to pick up ur fon...my emotoion...is fake...sorry about that daddy...really sorry...but now...pls dont worry...now...i'm ok d...daddy...v dont fight anymore...can v make it??? really...v 1st time fight since v know each other...4 year...no matter wat relationship between...frenz...couple...2011/04/09 is nick n nie 1st fight because of d two word...so childish...haha...hopefully no more next time...no more...date of fight show on tis blog...
daddy...no matter where u r...in penang of johor...my heart always will with u...i will waiting u come back... no matter days or months or years...i oso hv waiting daddy two years...y cant i keep continue waiting rite??? jus small case...wahaha...dont say daddy cant make decision whether should come back or keep staying in Johor...i oso cant make it...cause i wanna daddy keep working at that shop...that job is easy n d salary is enuf daddy spend it...futhermore...daddy oso happy when working there if didt hv any thing happend around daddy...but my thinking jus same as daddy...i oso wanna everyday can meet daddy...after work...daddy will come fetch me...sometime oso will go to strait quay 4 a walk with holding each other hand...memories keep showing back inside my head when i'm writing all tis...i wont 4get daddy 1st time piggy-back my...1st time v go cinema watch movie...1st time v go to beach at midnight...all the time v hv done...i remember all...how bout daddy??? still remember??? my heart is sweet when i think back...
DADDY~~~~~I LOVE YOU SO MUCH~~~~~MUACKZZZZZ~~~~~YOU ARE MY EVERTHINGS~~~~MY LIFE ALSO IS BELONG TO YOU~~~~MY SPIRIT IS BELONG TO YOU~~~~~MY TRUE LOVE SURELY IS YOU~~~~
i stop here...love you...n feel so sorry about using english writing all tis...cause tis laptop didt hv mandarin >.< dont understand can ask...
LOve you...muackzzz

我错了~

第一个部落~什么都没有~空白的画面~
告诉自己想你的理由~
告诉自己爱你的理由~
可是却对你发了脾气~
我知道你喜欢的~
我了解你一直喜欢的一切~
可是我忘记了追寻你的不喜欢~
“哇老”这两个字~我不会再说~但已太迟了对吗？
10秒前我们是带着笑容与对方嬉笑~
10秒后确实冷淡的收尾结局~
是我的错~对不起老婆~
我的脾气真的很臭~尽然大声地对你说话~大声地骂~却还盖了你的电话~
老公答应你的事情做不到了~老公欠你太多了~也试着老公知道你的一直容忍我的脾气
可是我还是一样不会珍惜~
对不起~

几天了~心情还是没有改变的坏~
一直在向到底我该对你做些什么~
一直想告诉自己更应该疼你~你给我的一切~我永远都不能忘记~
可是我确实伤害你最深的哪个“烂人！”
对不起！
我试着忍着自己的脾气~或许老婆真的不知道我的脾气真的好臭哦~
尤其是最近~
你哭了吗？在我盖了电话后~
如果真的哭了~就哭一下子就好~可以吗？
因为老公真的不是故意的~
生气爹地罢~恨爹地罢~爹地只能说~
对不起！

我知道你没有电脑~但是我知道你一定会努力的看这个部落~
老婆~老公到目前还是没有做到一个明确的决定~还是不知道怎样。
很想回来~却不想让家人把我的回来变成一种负担~
不想回来~却一直忍不住地想你~
好失败的男人~老公努力过了~哭过了~也算了~却做不到抉择~
我应该怎么办？ 老婆~
对不起！
因为那两个字我们变得这么僵硬~
希望你看到这一幕~也快快看到~因为要快点让老婆气消~
老婆你知道为什么我这么喜欢叫你老婆吗？
因为我一定要娶你~一定要你陪着我过接下来的日子~
所以一直不变的叫你老婆~虽然真的老套~
但是可以证明一切！
老婆~我爱你！同样的~比以前更爱你~未来比现在更爱更爱！
目哇！目哇！！老婆！！！我永远爱你！